Life is never what you'd expect.

I have had a rough past two days. I have wanted to walk out the door at my work and quit. I know I need to be thankful for a job in these tough times, but sometimes work expects too much out of me. I am only one person i can only do so much. Anyways. So i just have been answering way too many phone calls and listening to my boss yell at me way too much... I have been being as patient as possible. Not working to well. Had piles of papers surrounding my desk and tried to keep a smile on my face while i helped the customers with cash sales.... answered a lot of phone calls and over all just tried to keep my chin up. Sometimes that's all we can do. Finally at one point one of my bosses noticed that i was losing my mind and decided to come and give me a break. That made it go a little better after that. Well keep trucking along people... :)

Today...

So last night i was greeted by several text messages and retardedness from the ex.... Guess they'll never learn. They must think its in their nature and their job to bug us till the end. Men just don't get it when we say we are done we are done. I was driving back to work today from home taking care of my little adorable dog Duke. And i was thinking to myself how happy i am to be single. I feel very content right where i am at in life. I have wonderful people around me right now, i am envolved with church, going to school, and just enjoying the great out doors what on earth do i need a boy friend for??? haha. Boys... the'll never learn.

Today is a nice day outside too nice to be couped up at work. I have a job though I need to be grateful for that. My work layed off two people last week here and that just makes it so close to home. The worst part about it was that they were both my friends at work. That always makes it more tough. I am just treaking along here. I want to take my amazing dog for a hike on Saturday after i am done working. I think he'll enjoy that and i love being in God's creation.

I've really been learning patience these days because i've had to keep my head above water here at work. I have a difficult time answering phones all day. It gets tiresome and i get to a point where i wish my other co-worker was here still. She was the main receptionist before i became the main one. So i hardly had to answer phones....not that i am complaining just more a trial of patience. I am learning to get through it though. God knows how much i can handle and won't give me more than He can help me to handle.

I am also looking forward to paying off my bills so i can get my bedroom set and be able to get my life a little more organized. I did get my room cleaned and i fianlly unpacked from my trip hahaha wow i know how many weeks ago now... I've been a bit busy can you tell. haha ok well i am going to have to close this down now. thanks for listening... that is if you were. haha...

.....not sure what to say.....

I am at work currently just relaxing waiting for the day to end. I have finished all my work there isn't a thing i can do right now. So i figured i'd just blog about nothing. Life has been just a bit busy today. We are closing for our month end. I also have now discovered I am allergic to some types of air freshners in bathrooms. My throat has swelled up twice now since i've been at work with in the last week. It was only on the days that i would go into our women's restroom. Not fun. Anyways. I am looking forward to my Bible study tonight. I really enjoyed class last night. I have just started my German class last night with my two close friends Nikki and Nissa. It's great. We have a nice teacher and he's pretty easy to understand. So i have nothing else to say. => haha i know i am a weirdo i am sure all of you are wondering why on earth i even blogged this.... just one of those days....

Picatures picatures

Aunty Renee and I in Paris :) cold wet and tired... haha
Hotel hehe as you can read in Paris oh yah...
Tyler and I in an eclectic cafe in Paris we are cooler than the French haha..
Hard Rock Cafe in Paris
Chrystal, Aunty Renee, me, Sylvia my family in Vienna
Church in Salzburg, Austria
Bridge on way to Linz, Austria

Hard Rock Cafe Munich, Germany

Lonely for a Min...

Sometimes its frustrating when you look around and friends are all getting married or have a guy that actually seems to be right for them. Sometimes I envy those people... but then I think about it... I still have so much time to do that. I can travel, see the things I want to see, and I can get what I want to get done. It was interesting a co-worker of mine and I were speaking about my ex situation and I had mentioned I really hadn't thought of him while I was on my trip. He said "then you probably didn't really love him"...Hum interesting situation. Oh well life goes on...

I am currently at work super early on a Saturday morning. I am very tired and still a little jet lagged. I am hoping that clears up soon. My room looks like Hurricane Katrina went through it. It needs to be redone so that I have a little place to call my own. I have been planning how I want it to look I am going to force myself as tired as I am to work on it today.

I know one thing for sure I am happy to have a job in these tough times right now. Things are getting pretty bad... People's homes being foreclosed, no one finding jobs, and just not enough cash flow for anyone. It's hitting the plumbing business' very bad, and I see it everyday. One of our major companies just had their general contractor (who owes them a lot of money) file for chapter 11 it's such a huge general that this particular chapter 11 was reported in the newspaper. I personally think that the major factors of our economy being so bad are as follows... people like the octuplets mom who live off the government, gas prices, housing prices, and over saturation of businesses. I could never ever ever live off the government I'd find a way to make money and I for darn sure would work my butt of till I found myself a job. Laziness is one of the worst diseases that exist in the world today it isn't obesity or cancer it's laziness.

Post Vacation Blues

I am starting to miss being out of the country. I must say the world has lot's of beautiful places all you have to do is look for these places and soon you will find them. I have decided that I want to see more of the US i keep on traveling out and halfway across the world now its time to see my home country. I haven't been to some places here, Yellowstone, Grand Canyon, Mt Rushmore, Pittsburgh, Boston, New York, and the list goes on. There are so many beautiful places here it's time to discover them. Plus it's a little less expensive haha. I must say that being in Paris was a beautiful thing even though my experience coming home was so much of a disaster. I did enjoy the views such as this gorgeous view of Notre Dame. The bridges look amazing at night. The city is a bit dirty so to be able to see it at night helps to cover up the dirt and for you to see the beauty that lays within it's walls. I hope that many of you are able to see things like this and to discover many new places. It's so important to see these places to appreciate God even more. He has created man to help create beautiful things even though God could just speak and all of this could just exist with out our help. I must say I am happy to be home yet I would love to keep traveling. I have many goals to accomplish time to start checking off my list. HAHA enjoy the picture and may it encourage you to travel.

OH yah there are still Gentlemen around...

Just wanted to say Tyler thank you.... for being a Gentleman.... those Roses were very sweet and nice... As well as all the help you gave us helping us through Paris, carrying some of our things, and just seeing us in Paris was a nice thing....

He is just a friend but a true one at that.... So it's nice to see they still exist... even to open a door, carry some things, and give a rose to say that you are special.... :) See little things do count in our eyes we don't always just want diamonds.... :)

THANKS AGAIN TYLER....for hope for the Male race haha.... :)